My Diary
11/14/20XX
FINALLY!!! I'm so excited! Dad got me my first computer!
And that's not ALLLLLL!!!!11!!!!1! I also got my first phone. I finally get to fit in with my classmates! (๑>◡<๑) I already got some phone numbers too!
It's SO stupid that it took so long. Even my stupid brother got a computer before me for "school." WHAT ABOUT MAH SCHOOL WORK HUH??? >:O I'm gnna download some songs tonight and set up my own YouTube channel! I always dreamed of being a YouTuber. I can also finally watch anime when I'm not at Ricky's house. And I can play video games with my friends now too! They always talk about playing games together, but Dad would never let me use the family computer because of his stupid "workkkk" (bleh). SO I'm gonna get Animal Jam and Roblox first cause that's what they play. But my friend Beck also told me about some robot game that sounds fun.
Dad told me to be careful online. But I don't see the issue with making friends? Who cares if I can't see them? NOT EVERYONE ONLINE ARE SCAMMERS DAD XD I've been listening to NIGHTCORE MUSIC already and MIKU SONGS!!!! Which are epic sauce...Obviously...
My friend also showed me a few cool sites where I can make friends. AND I CAN HAVE SOCIAL MEDIA NOW but I have to keep it secret or else I could get in big trouble...So every time I open stuff I have to delete it before I go to school in case Mom checks my computer. WHich is so DUMB because its literally MY computer. She's so annoying.
Love, Angel
11/15/20XX
Today I got to play games with my friends after school! I even used my new phone to call them while we worked. Mom didn't like it and said I was too distracted but we got everything done???? Even Dad agreed with me. Mom says I have him wrapped around my finger. I'm pretty sure she was upset at me for the rest of the night but I don't really even care anymore. Rosa and Rose (funny right xDDDDD we call Rose Rue so things don't get too confusing) played with me. We played a ton of Roblox games that they showed me. It kinda sucks that I'm so behind cause they have tons of items and stuff already! We played Survive the Disasters which is Rue's favorite and it was so funny and random xD and then we played Work at a Pizza Place which was fun but my friends all have bigger houses than me >:T but it didnt matter too much cause we spent the whole time driving the trucks into the water and people's houses xDDDD and then we played Rosa's favorite which is Catalog Heaven? It's like a fighting game where you can pick anything you want to fight with. I didn't like it at first but then I had a lot of fun with it cause I could change my character however I want. I think I'll ask Dad to get me tickets and Robux so I can make my character look cool. :P IM SO EXCITEDDDD!!!
Love, Angel
11/18/20XX
Today all of my friends were busy but I wanted to play games. So I went looking for my FIRST ONLINE FRIENDS >:))) I went on some places Ricky told me about and some of them kinda sucked. But maybe its cause I don't know much internet stuff like she does. But its so hard to find friends that are my age? All of them are old and weird and only wanna talk about dirty stuff instead of play games with me. (╯°□°）╯︵ ┻━┻ I guess that's what Dad meant by "be careful" but why would I want all that nasty stuff in mah face anyways bro?????? Anyway, I tried some chatroom websites and I tried to make social media stuff but that's even harder cause its hard to get followers. But at least I got some school peeps to follow me back.
I found out how to add gifs and stuff :3 YAY! Now I want to learn how to change my computer mouse picture like Ricky!
Love, Angel
11/24/20XX
Today. SUCKS!!!!! MOM IS BEING SO MUCH MORE ANNOYING AND STUPID THAN USUAL!!! ITS LITERALLY NOT MY FAULT THAT SHES SO EVIL THAT DAD DOESN'T CARE ABOUT HER!! WHO COULD?? I. HATE. MY STUPID FAMILY. I HATE MY STUPID BROTHER AND MY STUPID DAD AND MY STUPID MOM. THEY ARENT EEVNE MY PARENTS I DONT ECARE ANHRMORE. Okay girl...Deep breaths...Yeah. I said it. I know what my dad did. And I don't even care. I'm not telling mom cause she deserves it. I'm so f****** pissed that dad would try to make my life harder than it already is. Ricky said things will work out fine. Her mom said I could even stay there if things are gettign stressful. But I know my parents wouldn't let me. Theyd kill me if they even FOUND OUT Ricky's mom knows. Or that I'm still friends with her at all. SHE ISNT EVEN BAD SHE JUST KNOWS STUFF!!! THEYRE SO ANNOYNG!!! I wish I didn't get so angry so easy. But its hard not to when they try to control my life all the time. I'm gonna go watch anime and pass the frick out. Which I'm ALSO NOT SUPPOSED TO DO UGH UGHGHHHHHHHHH
HATE!!!!!!, Angel
12/1/20XX
Mom and dad are fighting more than usual. I'm starting to feel really bad about keeping dad's secret. But if I didn't, mom would've been hurt too?? I don't get it. I don't know what's right. I asked Ricky again and she said I should probably tell my mom even though she's always been so mean to me. I've been doing lots of thinking and praying and I think I'm realizing it really is all dad's fault and that even mom doesn't deserve that. She probably loves me deep down. She gives me food and a house. Well...I guess that's dad but. He's just as bad. I'm so lucky to have friends like Ricky and to be able to talk to God for help. I feel bad about ũ̷̡͑̈́̐͗̊͊͒̚͘͝s̵̢͚̰̻̝̗̥̳̮̤͇̤̖͂̈́͌͠͝i̴̡̟̮͕͔̰̲͛̅̽͛͋̑̑̋̿͋̕̕̚͠n̴̨̛̯̘͔̝̦̩̮̎̀̍̌͛̉͂̕̕ģ̵̟͈͍̻̆͌̀́̀́̄̄̑ ̵̡͔̠̖̲̠͈͎̟̮̒̈́̉́̑̿͌̀̾͌̆͒͘͝d̸̨̢͖̥̖͉̦̫̣̣̫̯͓̼̑͑̑̾̈́̕͜ả̷̺̞̟̯̰͚̗͙͖̣̝̆̎̊̉̾ḍ̸͈̰̣̻̜͈̪͍͊ͅ.̷͕̳̳̤̭͍͇̺̪̌̂̑̽̄͆̅ ̸̧̢̳͈̺̹͚͚͎̟͚̮͆̃̒̈́̚͠É̸̡̢̲͇̞̞̩̃̏̑͂̔̍͒̍͘͜͠v̴̰̩̬͖̝̙̩̹̫̝̠̤̞̈́͛ͅĕ̸̛̯̻̻͉͐̄̂̍͋n̶̡̨̺͉͙̯͖̭̺͂͆͂̐͛̓̍̋͂̊̎̈̚ ̶̡̩̲̬̠͙̙̮̙̣͎̥̽̈́͆́̾̉̽̇͐͒́̌̕ͅi̵͍̮̮̻͇̳̽͛̑̈́̿̆͊̎̕̚͘̚͠͝f̵̢̧̧̬̘̖̬̭̩̝̰̼͑̽̊ ̸̮͐̃̌̔̽͑̊̓̒̾͊̚̚͠ḧ̸̬͉̲͙̠̳́͆e̵͈͇̺̞̤̦̞͖͋͆̎̏̌̈́̃͌͠ ̸̛͙̆͗͗̊̈́͝d̸͇͂͊̂͌́͌͑̄̈̓̈̈́͌̕e̶̼̩̭̜̩̜̲̫̖͉̅͗̔̃͊̚ş̶̯͎̘̳̻̪͚̳̀͐̀̅̈́̋͛͆͐̕e̵͇̅̅͆̋̽́́̊ŗ̴̖̹͙̘̜̮͔̈́̇̿́͒̎́͛̏̒͘͝v̷̛͎͎͚͓͎̣͕̄́̈́̃̈́̂̿̏̍̆̕̚͝e̶̡̠̗̣̥͙̼̼̰͊͆̂ḑ̶̥̯̥̺̦̰͋͗́͂͛͆̅̊̚͝͠͝͝ ̶̧̠̗̘͙͖̈́͐͗͗̐͆̎̌̒̌̕̕i̸̛̗̅̓͗̓̈͋̍͋̋̀̂̃͝͝ť̸̡̘̯̻̱̮̺̒͐͆̌͗̅͘.̴̰͕͋͘.̷̡̛͈̼̹͚̥̬͖̐͌͆̎͋̀̇.̷̢̫̲̰͍̤̻̜̦̣̝̓̄͒̊̉̊̎̂͋̈̅̕͠ͅͅI̵͍̪͈͔͎̰̺͙̦̞̞͈͙͐̒͐̂ ̶̟̳͎̋̑̃̒͒̍̚͠ţ̴̨̡͇̞̭̪̟̩̪̳̥̗͆̇͆̃̚͘ͅh̶̪͙̝̐̐̈́͋̈͑́͗͌͒̔ȉ̴̢̮̬̞̹̮̻̱͓̠̈́͑̄ń̶̡̡̗͚̠̠͕̰̩̬̳͛̕ķ̶̮̣͕̙̝͇̮̳̏͊͂̉̇̐̾̓͋͊̓̔̓̔͜͝ ̵̧̛̣͇̪̗͓̠͕̙̼̦͎̇́͊̂͂̾̽̇̈́̌͝͝ͅͅĪ̴̧̩̮̲̜̲̯͈͚̻̺̤̳̈̈́̒̋̈́̏̋̐̇̇̕̕'̴̨̪͙̝̗̠̱̠̭̙͈̝̼̜͚̉̀̔́̆̆̈́m̷͉̖̖̗̓̔͒̔͌̾̂̐̿̌̿ ̸̛͓͉̣̘͎̱͖̰̦̹̺̟̄̓̓͒͌̽̇͝͝g̶̠̦̥̈́̈́́̏̂̃͐́͛̌̅̃̕o̴̢̺̹͖̥̩̥̫͇̫͖̣̳̪̫̿͛̾̿̈́̈͌́̿͗̊̇̚͠͝n̵̡͇̠̭̰̙̣͔͎̰͍̩̔n̵̨͓̹̝̬͈̦͈̾̃̅͗͊̊̎͑̾̌͝á̵̢̢̡͙̪̲͈͇̝͉̱͎́̽͗͒̀̈̆͌̃͑͜͠͝ͅ
